It's been a long time since wala nako naka post diri.,coz before ari ra dyud nako i post kung unsa jud tinood nakong feeling and even stranger ramo mo advise mo nako

i miz this,,

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Istoryans allow me to post this one, coz im not ok im really hurting..
There was a guy who i tot that different from the other guys, kay I know mas daghan na sya ug experience and na hurt na sya before so I tot nausab na sya and aside from that daghan nami nahisgutan na dapat i avoid namo para mo last among relasyon so he promise me na dli ko nya pasakitan. But in the middle of our relationship kalit lang dyud sya nausab. He broke my heart..

and now im still hurting.
I've come to think na unsa kaha diay akong nabuhat na sala nganu nag ingon ana sya , morag saun ra kaayo para sa iyaha iyang gbuhat nako honestly siya ang nag initiate sa break up so ako sya gihatagan sa iyang gusto para easy nalng sa iyaha...
SO now i wanna shout my heart is not ok...
I keep on telling to myself im ok, im really ok but it really sucks im not ok dyud
