A Wise Physician said, The best medicine for Human is Love..

[beyee]

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Is that for me PP?

Nope.. Stroke due to complication sa Diabetes.
He went brain dead after 24 hours but woke up
after a week. MRI and IV for meds naka kabit sa
iya major organs sa ICU for almost two months
coz ikaduha sya na stroke.

Wala noon major operation done on him. More on
meds and therapy ra.

[judge3ni]

Sad to hear that sis
That would break me too if I were in your shoes.

That's why I had to leave work for a time to be
with him. Deprived myself from sleep and graveh
ang stress level ato na time na comma ako Papa.

Right now I'm scared japon if maunsa na pod siya
I dunno if makaya nako if that happens.

my younger bro told me that she was admitted. he didnt tell me that she is already dead at that time.
I decided to go home immediately. sadly, i needed to take a boat because no flight was available anymore.
bro and papa lied to me the whole night that mama was still in ICU. she was already at the morgue.

when i heard from my bro that she was in the hospital, i cried so hard as if she was dead. i felt it.

[beyee]

Ma-feel jud na nato sis noh?
Graveh ang connection jud.

Sakita Ana ui, ikaabot nimo,
wala na. Bisag one last breath.
Sorry if I'm rubbing it in.

[judge3ni]

Ma-feel jud na nato sis noh?
Graveh ang connection jud.

Sakita Ana ui, ikaabot nimo,
wala na. Bisag one last breath.
Sorry if I'm rubbing it in.

yep.. siya pa jud.. the only person who knew me to my core.
the only person who loved me unconditionally.
mas gipili pa niya na di ko sultian sa iya sakit kaysa maguol kuno ko.

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to think, la mi gakita og almost a year and wa mi nagka-istorya that week na gi-atake na siya.
it was her first and last time sa hospital. wa jud tu na-treat. kabalo siya na hypertensive siya pero
wa jud niya gipa-check. la siya naka-take med para ma-regulate. prior months kay ga-sige na sakit iya heart pero
wala siya nisulti jud nako. iya na lang mga friends ang niingon sa akoa.

[beyee]

Tsk tsk... *pats judge3ni*

Have you recovered na sis?

Mao na Dali ra jud maau ang tawo if
naay mo bisita sa hospital noh? Morag
mosigla bah...

[judge3ni]

Tsk tsk... *pats judge3ni*

Have you recovered na sis?

Mao na Dali ra jud maau ang tawo if
naay mo bisita sa hospital noh? Morag
mosigla bah...

thanks.. i think so pero sakit gihapon kau kung ma-remember nako. mura ko mawad-an gana mu-pursue sa ako ginabuhat karon kay para iya man ni. unfortunately, mao man ni ang gakuha sa chance na makauli unta ko sa iya bday (last)

yeah, esp kung importante jud sa ila ang tao. as you've said, mao na maghatag nila reason to fight.

[beyee]

No, you continue that sis. I'm sure she'll be more proud of you once
you finish what you've started

Just like the suicide cases we have now. These sad souls didn't feel the
love they needed resulting to a feeling of despair. That's why I can't
blame for some who would resort to end their lives.

[judge3ni]

No, you continue that sis. I'm sure she'll be more proud of you once
you finish what you've started

Just like the suicide cases we have now. These sad souls didn't feel the
love they needed resulting to a feeling of despair. That's why I can't
blame for some who would resort to end their lives.

yes, i will.. struggling to finish this. hehe daghan pa nuon ko kan-on bugas. want to stand on a podium and tell everyone about her. pero grabe man pud kalisud uy para naa ko ana na chance. hopefully muabot ra jud.

true. emotional issues esp the feeling of being unloved, grabe ka-destructive. bisan kinsa pa nga bright, mawala jud ang pagka-rational.

as for me, halos tanan emotional/psychological probs kay ma-cure man jud kung naay mu-LOVE.

OT: pagka-kurakot, ma-cure ba pud kaha sa LOVE nu?lolz aw, pag-love man pud siguro na nila ang ipa-priso sila.hehe

[beyee]

Love this one,

"emotional issues esp the feeling of being unloved, grabe ka-destructive. bisan kinsa pa nga bright, mawala jud ang pagka-rational."

Though you are aware it's wrong but you still lose sight of what's right because
it's hell being not loved back... Mao na self infliction for some because they feel
numb after believing that there's nothing to hold on to.

[judge3ni]

Love this one,

"emotional issues esp the feeling of being unloved, grabe ka-destructive. bisan kinsa pa nga bright, mawala jud ang pagka-rational."

Though you are aware it's wrong but you still lose sight of what's right because
it's hell being not loved back... Mao na self infliction for some because they feel
numb after believing that there's nothing to hold on to.

ka-relate ka?hehe based on experience na. kuhaa lang na ang last part nga about "bright" lolz

ana pa sila, if mag-suicide daw kay mura ra ang tao og walay faith. hmp, sa akoa, really? himuon pa jud na ninyo na issue even the person is so damn hurt na? MIND over Heart daw. does the heart has a mind of its own?

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sometimes for others, lisud na e-hold on og abstract. gusto na nila og naay ma-grasp. as simple as, they need someone to pat their shoulders and tell them that it will be ok. lisud diay ni sabton?