I Lost My Dog... My Best Friend...

[edgeowns]

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Guys, as I said yesterday is the birthday of My Duju, so let me share some pics lang...


Birthday last year, his favorite treats are McDonald's fries and leftover from my caramel sundae. I hardly give it to him but when I do, he jumps and go crazy...


Loves to sleep like this!




Always asking what Im having!


He hates shoe laces. lol. Many times I changed the laces on 2 shoes, and he victimized 4!


Earlier decided to reach 1k wins in StarCraft 2, cuz he was beside me on many games before. It was a chore cuz not in the mood but want to have his birthdate placed there.


Earlier... I put some in his gravesite(I buried him in my backyard)... I thanked him a lot for his friendship and constantly reminds him that I miss him and love him.

Weird thing is, since he died... its just earlier I dreamt of him. Lucid dreaming, I called to him(he was with my other dogs who are still alive) and he came running to me, then laying down as he was on my feet. But all that time, Im aware he is really not with me anymore. I was like, "are you even aware youre not with me anymore... yet youre here". So I hugged and scratched him a lot... then I woke up with a smile and happy tears(SRS).

[edgeowns]

I lit 2 candles to represent us both... one me(bigger one), one him(smaller)


And just like true representation of us... he melted my heart and I treated him as an equal(now you see the flames are almost on same level)


He bought joy to me, and his flames brought life again in me(esp since my wife cheated on me, I felt dead)... his flames is brighter than mine, giving me great happiness...


Alas, our love wasnt meant to be... he was gone... And Im left alone again(big candle burn for 9 hours straight!)...

But in time we will be together again...

[insik]

Belated Happy Birthday Duju!

[edgeowns]

It was exactly a month ago. Just talked to him again in his graveyard, thanking for his great friendship that I got. How I miss him so bad, and how life is never the same without him.

Told him atleast life is brightening up for me... Aerosmith finally coming to the Philippines, as well as Slash. Something to be excited about.

[jangska]

belated happy bday duju. payter bai suod jud kaayo mo ato bai.

[edgeowns]

Thanks man. Yep very very close. I was not prepared sa friendship iya na hatag. So cool!

[storm_in_cloud9]

So sorry for ur loss...Duju was very special and he was given to you to accompany u when u had rough times. He had a mission too ust like us humans. Take care bro..

[Patricia Narsico]

It's so hard to lost your best friend, someone who doesn't judge you no matter what stupid thing you do. Someone who licks the tears away when you're crying. I feel you dude. I'm so so very sorry for your lost

[edgeowns]

Thanks guys.

I still am missing him, but Im starting to accept it better. Doesnt make things less painful though.