been there, done that!
but in my case, wala rmn pd xa magpakamatay though nibahad xa nga mag-suicide.
its just like their def mechanism bah ,para dili xa nimo biyaan, pero ug magsuicide jd xa, d na angay mananghid pa oe..
bitaw TS, be sincere nalang cguro sa imong mga reasons why makigbuwag ka sa iyaha, tell her the truth, if love jud ka niya den she will set you free