i can say my love tank is almost empty.. dugay nami sa akong bf like 3 yrs and 9 months nami.. i know he loves me and i love him so much but he doesn't really show it.. he's not d type of guy hu'l give u flowers and chocol8s (lets just say he's not d hopeless romantic typ of person), but he's always there wen i need him. mga dagko na things iya ihatag nko like kanang typical things na i need jud like computer, cellphone. but still permi rami mag away coz cge nko xa ingnan na i don't feel na love jud ko niya. den later on mu ingon dayon na xa unsa iyang gpangbuhat which i was too blind to apprec8 d things he did den ma guilty dayon ko na y buta kaau ko d ko ka kita ana. but lahi man gud xa mu show and he seldoms tell me unsa iyang gpangbuhat coz he wants na ako jud mka kta sa effort not na dapat pako ingnan nya. but still, sala ba na ang girl mu crave sa romance and attention from her love one? i guess not.. so i told him dat i wud really apprec8 it if he do this and dat but kasuk.an rako niya na f i rily love him y ipa change man nko xa into a different person?
samot pa jud permi pa jud ko ingnan na d daw ko kbaw mu dala coz sumtyms mka feel xa na d nko xa love.. but love man jud nko xa but d lang kaau ko mubuhat things na mka think xa na patay au ko nya and sumtyms i don't want to do sweet things coz d man sad xa mubuhat sweet things nko.. and i don't want na sa among relationship ako ra cge mag apas niya..
i really don't know wat to do na jud.. cge lang ko magthnk na its better f magbuwag nalang me but its so hard coz i really love him so much and im scared na im not doing d ryt thng and mayb later on mag regret rako..
i don't know wat to do na jud.. i want to save our relationship... but how?
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