What do I do with the two women in my life?

[dave_03]

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i am an average looking guy and somehow i have two pretty girlfriends..
at first you might see nga i may be lucky and all but actually its a f@*ked up life..

the thing is girl A loves me sooo much and give me anything i need and will never let me go. controlling and suffocating sometimes but i think because she found out i was cheating on her but still ngita cya way to have me back..
girl B is opposite to A. but i think im emotionally attached kei B but si B kei nakauyab dali after she found out na gakita pa mi ni A. pero karon gibulagan na cya iya bf and mag uban japun mi ni B. and i cant stop thinking bout her..

my problem is, this is my bad habit, which unfortunately hard to break, selfish cya but i like making love to them both, but im dying inside with all these sins.. i use to be an achiever and all but then all of a sudden my life went topsy turvy withi this complication.. its like smoking you want to quit na cause you know its bad for your health but then you cant..

anybody who has the same experience? i dont want to hurt na anybody but i think naa man koi sakit na sa utok.. before pud i cheated on my first girlfriend who was all but good to me..

how do i stop?

[cheesiee]

hey, i saw your post, was wondering.. uhmmm
i've never encountered your experience but however, as i am doing my philosophy homework, this is actually a good argument .. anywhose
personally, the fact that you're feeling guilty is a good thing and ofcourse having two girls at the same time is bad, duh?
so i guess, it's time to analyze things alright?
if you're not emotionally attached on girl A. IT'S NOT WORKING OUT. if you're there for the s?x cuz IT FEELS SOOOO GOOD. STOp it.
as i see it, you dont want to stop your relationship with girl A because girl A here is the typical "panghabang buhay type" girl B however, is the "go with the flow type"
k, from here, look at it this way, ask these questions, "do you want to settle down anytime soon?", "do you want to be stable in a relationship for once? in your entire life"... and such and such.. but most importantly, "which of the two girls can help you be yourself again, can help you achieve the things in your life, can help you get what you want to happen in life and more. and who is willing to give everything for you no matter what.??

it takes time to think. so think careful.
if i were you
ill leave them both, FIND YOURSELF(i think you knw wat im trying to say).
once your back on track
go back to the one you really love.
or find/wait (up to you really) for a girl.

[ahyango]

BRO, you are one lucky dude! out of a million guys.. ikaw ra ang mag problema ani!

WHOHOOO! TWO THUMBS UP!! seriously, get rid of one if serious ka.. basin sa "kalami" sa making love nimu dira.. maka two birds in one stone ka.. ma buntis ang 2.. paksit.. 2 ka maguwang.. saon..

[dave_03]

its really a weird situation actually it wasnt suppose to go this deep but one thing let to another, the other girl wont leave and wouldnt let go, while the other girl i want to stay but i know she wont due to her personality and stuff, i want to help but i dont think she can change..
girl A wants me with her always she great and i appreciate everything she gives me love and all but i dont know something is missing..
girl B i think i love her but shes like a whole mess up girl in a sense her background and all and she is just like me a big effen liar..

from what i see it girl B treats me the way i treat girl A..

shes so like me but the bad side of me..

i want to help her but i think im the one needing help.. its sooooo complicated having that im the emotional type too..

thanks for the advice but really i dont know where and how to start.. first step is the hardest..

pysch major eh, hmmm ive been to a pscyhiatrist but he didnt understand heck i dont even understand myself..

what a effenn life.. i need to grow up.. hehehe

[dave_03]

dude dli cya lucky dude as in, mura gud youre in such a situation that it is so effen wrong but still you do it..
it like you look for something cause there is an insatiable need, and feeling nimu dra ra nimu masatisfy..

i think guilt yes it one thing coupled with anxiety love bitterness vengence and all rolled up into one situation i cant handle anymore.. and got lost in it..

[dave_03]

settle ? no way.. not yet.
girl sakto jud her words are "im just going with the flow" but i think im more attached too her, or maybe i love the chase and with girl A im secured.. i dont know oi i have a weird personality disorder..

i like taking things nga risky it pumps me up but this got me lost lang gyud..
ingani ko when i a had a girlfriend before sad whom i loved but cheated on her.. guba na guro jud ako utok. and di guro ko bf material..

[ahyango]

lisud na ui! kay both satisfy ur personality it different ways.. the other takes care of your receiving side.. the other takes care of your giving side..

?: do they know?

[dave_03]

they know ezch other yah.. nagkasinakpanay nah before

[ahyango]

ahhhh! then karon dili d.ay sila m ask nimu if you still see the other one?

[dave_03]

as i said im a great liar too.. its not something im proud of though but its like getting addicted with drugs, you know its wrong but then you keep doing it.. im messed up