I'm sorry If this may sound emo but It's so heavy and it needs to be let out.

I'm an empty person! It came to the point na mo ana nalang ko sa akong self "di nako ganahan mo-mata ugma". Meaningless kaayo ang akong adlaw! I don't even want to think about my future! Kay murag wa koy makit.an nga future kun naa man, bati kaayo! I have no social life. I'm afraid of people, the imperfections, I'm just afraid of everything! I don't know what to do with my life and I don't love it anymore. I'm fed up with it!

To those close to perfect people. You have the right to judge and criticize me for having worst flaws.