Perceptions and Actions

Do I have to keep myself updated in the world of healthcare?
Do I have to continue nurturing and expanding my skills?
Do I have to go on working like this? Unpaid?


It's been 3 weeks of painstakingly working as a healthcare provider in our government hospital. The catch is, I am good for a minimum of three months or six months maximum, depending on the situation given.


The benefit is that it is free of any charge, unlike any hospitals that offer the same but with such extent of surcharging a huge amount of expense.


The downside is that, of course, volunteer means lending service free of charge, which means to say, there is no pay.


Since I started 3 weeks ago, I'm undergoing a process of adjusting my time for myself, my family, my friends, and my loved ones. Its hard at the very first 4 days, but after that it just went smoothly. The first two weeks was fine, not so much to worry about since I am on night shift. Few or no doctors, no superiors. But now, I'm on the morning shift. This time, however, no more dally-dally, sleepy-time, whatsoever.. everybody's gonna move without pausing. This is the time that all of the superiors are making rounds, and by that we are being imbued with the power of haste.


Our whole body is somewhat being pressurized by almost in all directions. I have no idea that the world of healthcare is as tiring as it would seem.


They say that mornings are just even better, but in this case, I'll make a very big exception.