laagan_si_organizer

That's what actually happened to me a few days ago. FEVER (\ˈfē-vər\ n. any of various diseases of which fever is a prominent symptom - www.m-w.com) has never been this 'hot'!!

A lot of people these days are having fever...and unfortunately, i wasn't able to get away with it. I actually had last week.

It was like hell for me. You know the feeling when your temperature is very high (mine was 38 - 39 C) and you're feeling chilly then you don't have the appetite to at least eat some crackers and drink some water.

I hate it when I get feverish. I easily lose weight, and eventually will be having a hard time gaining it. I also don't get to take a shower because it feels cold.

I don't want to feel weak all the time, which is one of the reasons why I don't wanna get sick.

I felt like dying last week. Also, I don't want to skip work just because of fever, but I have to. Grrrr!!! (this is going to be another deduction to my salary!argh!) Fever took about 4 days of my week... that's 3 days salary deduction! Damn!

One more thing - nobody takes care of me when I get sick...so as much as possible, I'm going to avoid it next time. I always feel at my lowest point whenever I get sick, yet I know, no one's there to save me, to make me feel better... to make me feel secure... to make me feel comfortable... to make me feel -- okay!

So, the next time I feel a bit uncomfortable and unhealthy, I have to be strong and fight back...because I know I only have myself to take care of me...and I don't want any of those mentioned above again...EVER!!!