Promises
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, 04-25-2016 at 07:44 AM (1128 Views)
You were just another guy who was bored with life and then you met me
And then all of a sudden we made plans together --- to travel, to meet each other's parents, to work things out even if we're far away from each other.
I promised myself that I wouldn't fall in love with you.
But it was 4am, and we were laughing way too hard and I felt so happy for the first time in a long time,
..and then I knew I was screwed.
But then I found out you used me for some sick martyr thing you like to play.
And now I want to hate you.
I still couldn't shake this feeling off
I want to see you
I want to hug you and tell you I missed you.
But then, you were never mine in the first place.