xinevirtucio

I woke up in the middle of the night…
I can feel the cold crisp wind blowing against my face…
I sat in my bed heaving….
Why am I breathless?....
I never left my bed…

Then a sharp pain pierced my heart…
So sudden I held my breath…
I held my chest so tightly as if I could rip my heart out…
And then it happened again, a sharp pain…
I felt something flowing, trickling down my bosom…

It was so dark I couldn’t see…
I held on to my chest even tighter…
I started to shiver, I was so cold…
I thought it was over, and then again the sharp pain pierced my heart once more…
I grew dizzy, everything was swirling…

I removed my hand from my chest…
I held it right in front of me, it was red…
I froze, my hand is red…red with blood…
Did I kill someone?...
Did I pierce my own heart?....

The room is swirling even more…
I dropped my hand…
I felt all my energy drain…
I went limp and fell on the floor…
And then there was a shadow over me…

It was standing majestically right above me….
I held out my hand, a desperate cry for help…
It pierced me again, so deep I can feel my heart tore…
Life is slowly walking away from me…
I felt tears fall down my face…

And then the shadow knelt beside me….
I was so limp; I couldn’t turn my head…
I heard the shadow whisper: “I am sorry”…
And it pierced me again, deeper now, more painful…
I saw the thing piercing me; it glistened in the moonlight…

I saw the shadow smile….
I recognized the smile…
Everything is closing; the room is turning black…
My eyes are closing, I feel much colder now…
I know that smile, I repeated, I know that smile…

Oh, it as him, it was him…
I felt it again, he tore my heart again just like before…
His hands are red, so red it looked like blood…
It was blood…my blood…
He took my heart in his hands and pierced it tearing it into pieces…

I saw him walk away…
I tried to raise my hand but I was so weak…
And he is gone; I am all alone again…
It was the middle of the night…
And it happened; I drifted into a deep slumber, never to be awakened again, not even by the man I love…