Adrift in the sea of thoughts,
I ponder how I should describe my essence in it's present state.
I have been gloomy all this time,
thinking and thinking on things worth living.
Wounded by despair and anxiety, my soul is famished.
Still, I wonder, what might urged me to do things
that will describe me as someone loathsome?
Still, I wonder why I deserved to be called as such,
yet I don't see anything good from someone who called me as such.
Shall
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