splendid moonlight

They say men are attracted to women with wider hips because it's a sign that the woman is more capable of child-bearing than their "smaller-hipped" counterparts. But according to this maternal and child health nursing book I'm reading,

"Some women look as if they have wide pelvis but, in reality, have only wide iliac crests and a normal or even smaller-than-normal internal ring. Other women appear as if their pelvis will be small because the iliac crests are nonflaring, ...

Ever saw a stranger roaming around on his own looking poor and homeless and you almost die of feeling thinking to yourself "Poor guy, where is his family? How can they just leave him like that? What's our government doing about this?"

Well now I know sometimes it's not the family's fault, nor the government's. He must have beaten his sisters or threatened his mother. He must have been on drugs and/or drinking too much alcohol until he finally alienated everyone close to ...

Dear Silver,

I didn't really understand what you were trying to say when you called me on the phone. I heard you but I couldn't decipher the words. I can't say I was surprised - I have been overwhelmed by the sound of your voice too many times before; it's always so strong and almost growling, like a lion's. In fact, the first time I saw you you reminded me of a lion patiently waiting and looking for something; every movement planned, controlled. Whatever it is you have to go through, ...

K,

Of course someone will fall in love with you. Hey, I fell in love with you. In fact, someone might be falling in love with you as I speak (or write). She's falling in love with you faster than she likes to admit. And I wouldn't be surprised because "It would be impossible to fall in love with someone that you really saw".

--
Dearest T,

I'll never have you and you'll never have me. Even though sometimes we'd feel like kissing.
...

Dear Keradon,

I was planning to surprise you with eggs in a basket and one of your favorite drinks for breakfast one of these days. But that's no longer plausible.

That's my only regret.

The art of losing isn’t hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn’t hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant to travel.
None of these will bring disaster.

...

Just had a foot soak and a facial at home. I feel good. Really ought to take care of myself better. Might be frequenting Abellana soon, do Yoga again, some lunges and some dancing in the shower. Need to gain weight fast! It's hard to gain weight here, though; I think the only food that can make me really gain weight, and fast, is Indian/Pakistani food. Anyway, I'll have to try.


I'm already so sleepy. 10:53 PM used to be too early for me to sleep. I'm typing this with my eyes ...