xinevirtucio

I watched you gaze into the sunset
I watched you bask under the sun's setting rays
Your eyes sparkled as you watch the sea turn into gold
Then I wondered when will those eyes look at me that way

You turned around, I felt my heart skip a beat
I pretended to gaze into the horizon, as if you did not exist
Yet, I can still feel your presence, enveloping me, making it hard to breathe
Be still my heart! I reprimanded, for there is no way you will ...

amazing what a gloomy weather can do to your thoughts...

my thoughts are exactly way out of line...

these thoughts are suppose to be non-existent...well, technically it shouldn't exist in the first place...or else it will be a never ending battle between my logical and illogical self.

life, in its simplest form is obviously simple...

we, who claim to be living the life, are the ones who complicate it...

well, probably because ...

Simple as it may seem
There are things in life that can't be explained
Questions like how, what, where, why
Can often remain unanswered

Life without emotion is often meaningless
Yet somehow emotions can lead one astray
Give in and you might regret it
Resist it and you might regret it still

Some things are meant to be
While some are not just for you
Of course in life you cannot have everything
Which is why ...

well not that their ghosts are still haunting...cause they're not..and no i'm not denying...

it just dawned on me...how far i've come..

from puppy loves....to tumultuous relationships...to pretentious relationships....to unstable relationships...

then a more serious...laid back..easy going....stable relationship....

i remember having to change boyfriends almost every year....making me look like a B*TCH...an easy girl...

people ...