Words Get In The Way, All The Time

I want to feel sick in the morning.
I want to feel heavy with you growing.
I want the pain when I deliver.
I want to be a mother.

I want to hear you breathing.
I want to see you crying.
I want to grasp your innocence.
I want to be a mother.

I want to give you all vanity.
I want to show you things of beauty.
I want to pamper you forever.
I want to be a mother.

I want to wake up at dawn,
I want to stare ...

I have been here before.
This feeling is so familiar.
The thoughts are all so beautiful.
I truly have been here before.

I look at you from a distance.
Still I can't look into your eyes.
There is magic in your stare that I can't overcome.
You meet my wit with your charm.

Your presence stun me.
The thought of you near me makes me clinch.
I do not know if I am in pain.
Your aura drains the best word out me. ...