Random Thoughts on the go.

Times like this makes me feel indifferent about things around me.

A lot of things is boggling in my mind and even writing them all down here won't lessen the burden.

A burden but not a problem though.

But I can't avoid to be annoyed with myself when I start thinking that it gets to be a burden. Things that I wanna do... things that I should have done... things that I did.

Some would even think that I am carrying a problem in mind but not ...

Funny that I just made a blog prior to this one and I just got a forwarded message from Shak of Harakiri Mosh:

"when someone is flirting with you...

please COOPERATE."

It's funny coz that's the last thing I could not do this time even if I want to.

A guy is (I think) flirting with me as of the moment and I just find it hard to show even a bit of interest even if I feel the same way. I just think it's not the right time though ...

I now feel hesitant to show that I like the guy even when I know he likes me,too and he likes me first! Maybe it's because I don't wanna expect this time for anything from anyone. I have been through a lot of things. Maybe not that bad but definitely not the good way.

I feel like I'm playing safe this time. Being careful about everything when it comes to stuff like this. I don't wanna risk any time too precious to lose. I am no longer in a hurry and things can wait.

...

I was in my 6th grade when I discovered that I am afraid of the rain. I fear rain.

Whenever I hear the rain falling down the roof so hard, I felt like crying and would just wish that I fall asleep fast.

I was spending my vacation at my aunt's house and my cousins were already asleep. we slept beside each other.

It suddenly rained so hard that I didn't want to open my eyes. I tried so hard to sleep yet I couldn't. I stayed awake all night anxious. I would ...