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Maybe I wasn't good enough for you. Maybe the amount of happiness I shared with you couldn't fill the happiness that you need. Maybe I'm too shitty. Maybe I am not really the one you need but I was convenient that moment. Or maybe, I am really too sad for you to handle.

"I won't leave you," you said. I held onto that overly used phrase because I really hoped you wouldn't. That you'll stay and put up with all of my shit. I thought I can do everything because I have someone ...

Buong akala ko hindi darating sa punto na mahihirapan akong sagutin ang tanong na,

"Mahal mo pa ba siya?"

Magkahalong tawa at hiya.
Ano nga ba talaga ang dapat na isagot ko?

Naipit ako sa mga sagot na,

"Oo, mahal ko pa siya,"
at
"Syempre, hindi na."

Alam ko naman ang dapat marinig nila,
Para makita nilang wala na talaga,
Pero ang hirap palang sumagot ng "hindi ...